This week could be the end for me.

I think I’ve finally hit my limit. I’m so broke I can’t even afford food anymore and the only person keeping me alive is so depressed he doesn’t even care if I kill myself anymore so what’s the point in living a life I’m not happy with. I’m not even living comfortably, I’m struggling constantly and it’s not getting better. I’m going to either kill myself tonight or possibly tomorrow I don’t know anymore. I just can’t find the good in life anymore and being this poor is scary. I’d rather die than be homeless. Im so tired of starving every other day and my migraines are just getting worse. My chest hurts and I can’t afford a doctor so I might as well die on my own terms anyway.