He did so many good things today

He got his car oil changed, he bought us groceries and stocked our apartment with a 2 week supply of non-perishable food, just in case we get quarantined. I worked a 14 hour shift today and he came home 45 minutes after I did, trying to figure out how to put his key in the lock on the door, which was already open. He walked in, stumbling, smelling like a thousand cigarettes from his favorite bar.

I’m so angry and I can’t handle it. He keeps asking the same questions over and over, instantly forgetting the answer. I finished washing the dishes, put his pillow and blanket on the couch, and locked myself in the bedroom. I feel so over it. So ready to move on right now. I feel like I can’t even talk to him when he’s sober about the person he is when he’s drunk.

Is it a character flaw in me that his drinking shoots my anxiety level to 10/10? Is it something I should ask my HP to remove?