I’d rather get COVID-19 than go home and be alone again.

Due to the fact my therapist is part of my school and they are shutting down the campus and all services on campus, I’m going to lose access to that resource. After 18 years of being unable to talk to a therapist due to my parents having extremely negative feelings towards them, I finally thought that I was going to be able to talk to someone about how I actually feel about myself and life in general. Now that I’ve opened up to her a bit, I feel like I’ve just brought all my horrible memories and feelings to the surface and now I’m going to be kicked out and sent back to my family while still having those feelings.