The Dream

Hey guys long time no talk. I used to post here semi-regularly, went on pink drink at the end of 2017, chipped for the first six months but had to stop when my only decent connect got picked up in September of 2018. I haven't had any cravings since then but I still have that recurring dream where I'm sick and trying to score and finally pick something up then wake up just as I'm getting ready to fix up. Has anybody else had this dream? Does it haunt you? I still have them at least a couple times a month. They always kind of ruin the next morning and put me in a bad mood all day.

Posted Apr 16, 2020, 1:58 PM UTC

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Dope406•

I think we wake up as we’re about to do it because our heart rate increases due to the anticipation, waking you up.

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riparte38•

I think this is correct.

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TATP1982girls in science rock! •

I had drug dreams similar to this frequently after the first time I quit cold turkey. I lasted a whole 9 months before folding to the inner pressure and eventually got on suboxone. I have never had these dreams while on subs, though.

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Dopeydope32•

that dream is one of the worst things about being sober in my opinion. i’m not always sick in mine, but i dream of going through the process of getting cash out and picking up and breaking it down and just as i’m about to do it i wake up.

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unholyXXII•

I have using dreams like every 3 days. And usually I wake up right after I break up pills and am about to blast off. But I have had some where I actually felt high in my dream. I never wanna wake up when that's the case.

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_dryheat_•

When I stop smoking cannabis, I have those same dreams. The cannabis keeps me from having vivid dreams but whenever I take a tolerance break, the dreams come back heavily.

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