And as I was driving:"How easy it would be to blow my brains out"

Because of all the shit that is happening in the country and the fact that I am a POC(that Americans LOVE to hate...and kill),I am officially setting my sights on getting a few firearms for self-defense/protecting my family.

But then again,given that the fucking Chinese are gonna kill us soon( https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nuclear_weapon ,China has A LOT of these,and can kill you far faster than any rogue cop/rapid trumpie can) Suicide seems pretty damn excellent.

My dad is dying and he looks like he's gonna be one of the lucky ones.

And to be VERY honest,I will NOT have someone like either trump or xi jinping decide whether or not I die.

So,the only question is,what would do me in faster:A .45 or a 5.7 MM?

At least I have a way out. I'm sorry mom,but this world is just fucked,fucked and fucked.

Maybe suicide should be more ok. Maybe suicide SHOULD be accepted.

Do you want to lose control of the one thing you truly have control over;which is when you get to die?

Fuck this world and fuck this life.

We're all gonna die/be murdered en masse anyway,so who the hell gives a fuck?

TL;DR:Suicide...looks like a very vaild course of action right now. The world is too fucked/Life is too fucked to think otherwise.