Is there something wrong with me?

sometimes i feel okay. i have depression and anxiety and am in the works of possibly diagnosing adhd. but something feels deeper wrong than that. today i had a spiral of wanting to be content. this led to me crying for no reason. however, on our way to pick up dinner in the car, something felt off and wrong. i dont know what. i get home and i go off to my room alone and i panic, but it wasnt a panic. i dont usually describe my emotions with anger, but thats all i could think of. i wanted to sh (which is an urge ive been working on) and after crying and general confusion over this deep feeling of wrong i lost all appetite to eat the dinner we got. Is there something wrong with me?