My gf just left me

So me and my gf dated for 6 months. A week after our 6 month anniversary she broke up wit me and said that she needed time to figure out who she truly wanted to be. Which i respected.

She said she still wanted to be best friends so I was still happy. Now something happened which i cannot tell unless you dm me and now she's mad at me.

Its just i don't know how in the world im gonna get over her cause we had so many memories and she was my very first love and first everything and we did so much together. And im trying so hard not to just start balling my eyes out rn. Thank you for reading if you took the time too.