Finally made it!!

I've been reading about and trying to AP for about 4 or 5 months now. Last night I did it!!

I don't know if the "mind awake body asleep mantra in my head every time I go to sleep helped, but my experience was very positive...and kind of hilarious.

I started waking up and could hear the fan, heard my dogs collar jingle as she moved, but kept my body completely still and realized I wasn't all the way awake. I was having weird half-dreams but could hear things happening, and then the fan got REALLY loud and resonant sounding, and its just a tiny thing so I know it wasn't really the fan.

To me, it seems like getting out of your body is like those 3D pictures, you have to focus, but not too much or you won't find the hidden image. I didn't focus a lot on getting OUT of my body, more just getting out of my house.

I was suddenly in an area that had all these modular "digital" apartments that floated in the air, and decided I would go to mine. When I got there, I noticed that I had neglected to clean an empty aquarium for like, 2 months, and decided to fill it with water. When I did, all these really strange sea creatures started spawning out of it, but my favorite was the gargantuan 50 foot long, shape-shifting friendly eel.

He could talk and I wasn't too concerned that he was in my zone...I fed him some cabbage and a few other things and told him he couldn't eat the cats. He laughed about it and knew I loved them and promised he wouldn't. Then shifted into a person form, and I was like WHOA!! you can do that!?!

We had a really good chemistry, and it seemed like we already knew each other for a very long time. It turned sexual and I honestly can't stop thinking about it today!!! The way it happened was not human sex lol but he did look human, aside from his chest opening up and exposing fluorescent green glowing orbs when things got super sexy.

I have never had such a vivid, real-feeling experience like this and I have complete memory of it, whereas dreams seem to fade away throughout the day. I've never hit vibrational stage and recognized it, or got through it voluntarily. I miss that eel. Seriously. We talked afterwards about how things would work out and he knew he needed water, and couldn't stay in my zone. I asked how he would get back to his place in the ocean and he said, "Uber! Duh!" Which is hilarious to imagine a gigantic eel-person riding in a car, and we both cracked up because cars weren't a thing there.

So this is my super weird experience and I absolutely LOVED it. I did feel fear when I was vibrating, because I recognized other beings and entities would be there and I wouldn't be alone. But once I processed that it could be a good thing, the fear was completely gone. I think that might be arbitrary to feel that hesitation if you're not used to it, and don't know quite what to expect. But dont get stuck there. Just let it happen. You have control.