[Update] I (20f) have faked every orgasm with my boyfriend (25m) of 2 years

I cant find the original post and I forgot my login, so to summarize it: I can only orgasm with a vabrator and only when I'm really in the mood. I have been faking every orgasm with my boyfriend that I've been with for over two years. He was my first time, so I was pressured to "climax" to make him feel good and it has become a really bad habit.

UPDATE: I told him. It didnt go so well.

I finally grew a pair and told him the truth, to which he responded by saying he felt betrayed.. I can't fault him, it must hurt to have someone that you love and trust come clean about something after years of doing it. I don't know where to go from here. He's got 19 bodies, while I've only ever been with him, so he thinks I lied due to inexperience. I don't want to be with anyone else.

He took the blow pretty hard. He doesnt seem like he really wants to try and move forward, which I understand. One of the first things he said after I told with was along the lines of "Well, I guess we don't have to have sex anymore." He keeps saying that he doesn't think he can get into again knowing this. I told him that I want to try experimenting new things, but he kind of blew it off. Keep in mind, this all happened right after I told him, so it's probably just coming from a place of anger. I just wish he could see from my side that I just thought something was wrong with me not being able to reach orgasm like most women can (or at least the ones I've seen in porn). Since we have been together, I have learned that it's not as uncommon as I thought, which is reassuring at least. I just wish I understood myself more.

He said he doesn't want to break up, and neither do I. We both live at my mom's house (I'm staying here because college is close and mom wants me to save up. He "moved in" while my mom was on a business trip and kind of just stayed. My mom is completely ok with it since we both help around the house, etc.) We have already planned a future together and he doesn't really have a backup plan. I'm scared that he might just be staying here since he has nowhere else to go. I don't want him to feel like he's trapped here, but I fear he might feel that way.

Please, some advice might help me out. I know that this is my fault, and I hope I can regain his trust. I just want him to be happy.

Edit: I mentioned it in the original post but not this one- My boyfriend is by no means a bad lay. He tries to be a pleaser and doesn't always get off if I'm not enjoying it. He's loves giving head and has even used a vibrator a few times, just not for very long.

Edit 2: I appreciate all the comments and attention this post is getting and all, but most of the comments are either people telling me I did nothing wrong or telling me I am an asshole. I know I am an asshole for this, it wasn't my intent to get moral judgment from everyone. I just want some advice. I get that the advice might hurt my feelings/ be difficult to accomplish, but all I want is to fix things the best I can and move forward.