Mindset for this session, PLO

Have a range.

The end.

I play well, just not when I’m a little faded. I love action and playing every hand. I fold when there is no line to a win. I get no respect and I get tons of action. Playing wide is incredibly fun. I don’t recommend it as the pain can threaten to rip a portion of you sole away when the money gets too big.

It is very painful waking up trying to remember if I lost or won and how much. I struggle to remember not only bc the fade, which is very mild, but I have suffered my 5 major concussion. The symptoms sometime hang around for a while and many become your traveling companions.

The spin ups are amazing. The truth is by the third day the small roll is always on the line. I play the biggest game I can. You know how that ends. Time after time it fucking ends bc I lose it. Often losing when I have equity over 80%. I’m not sure if that is the correct way to state that I lose often when I’m in good. Sometime I simply give it Away with a bad call, bad read, shitty understanding of the hand that is in progress and or a mis click.

Start over again with rake-back. 40 into 300. 300 into 780. 780 into plus 1 dime and dime into an bunch of dimes. But it has only gone into many dimes. Once. 40 into many dimes. It was amazing. Yet, I Always busto at 5-10. Fucking always bust. It is a hard game to beat. PLO is an beautifu game. This vent was needed, if you got this far u need help. Seriously get help.