Can't Quit

Ever since my first post here a few months ago, I haven't been able to quit. It wasn't my first time yeeting, but it was my first time being open online.

I can't stop. Again.

Everytime I get myself into a somewhat negative mindset or drink, which is common for people during this time, I can't stop.

I yeet myself into oblivion (Yes I'm a TES fan) and I can't stop.

I was doing so well. I think it was years clean (can't remember, drunk rn). But now it feels like it was pointless, my arms, torso and legs are destroyed again. All that Bio-Oil waisted lmao.

I'm not looking for reassurance, I just need to vent. Although if you have any words that can help me, things that helped you through relapse, I'll take it, and try to apply it.

Thank you.

This Sub has helped me a lot. I love you all.

Stay safe America, Ireland is with you. <3