More complaining & α thank you...

I’m still really struggling, I don’t think I’ll ever be better because as soon as I have 2 seconds where my mind isn’t occupied it starts drifting and sending me down α dark place again and I become desperate... but to anybody who’s took the time to reach out to me in any way, I owe you α huge thank you, I wouldn’t have made it to today without you, whether we talked or you just listened or distracted me or whatever, it definitely helped me, I know I’m α bit much and stubborn as hell but I do listen & I do try, even though I know nobody can be here 24/7, the moments that people have reached out are moments I could take my mind off of my pain instead of being lost in it, so thank you... I doubt anybody will even see this but maybe...