I'm sick of cravings and tempted to just start smoking again.

I quit on the 4th of April. I started using the lozenges as I found myself unable to do it cold turkey.

Every single fucking day I've craved cigarettes. I've stopped using the lozenges now as it got to the point where I was only really using 1-3 a day and tbh they don't seem to be doing anything any more. But still, I get cravings regularly every 3/5 hours.

By the time it gets to 10pm and beyond I want nothing more than to just have a cigarette again and be rid of these fucking cravings. This stupid badge may say it's been a month (in fact it's been longer, I guess it does it in increments of 31 days?) but each day feels like a bloody week right now... I'm also sick of having such a short fuse all the time, I literally snap at every single thing. I can't enjoy video games as a distracter any more as they just piss me off when something goes wrong or I die or w/e. I can't watch TV as commercials are like nails on a chalkboard. It's like every shred of patience I had for anything has just up and vanished. Even my GF gets right on my nerves sometimes which I hate cuz she never did before I quit. I'm just glad I'm such an avid reader rather than someone who just games/watches TV all day or I would've lost it by now.

I just really really REALLY can not be bothered with it all any more.