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October troubles

Got me high, once again

Though i tried to quit it

For my family and my friends

I feel alright now

Like a ghost

For the night

But my day of reckoning

Is soon

October troubles

got me high, yes they did

Two decades dying

In the womb of a lie

Short changed indifference

At the pit of my pride

Now gone and forgotten

Or at least for a while

But most days

I don't know why i try

I'm sorry i made momma cry

Father, I'm so sorry i make momma cry

I'm sorry momma

But some nights I remember

Words of hope

That you spoke

You said

"If you want to feel better

Kid, you should let yourself go"

And you'll be right in the long run

But for now

I don't know

Cause i killed my pride so long ago

And my twitching eyes still have no glow

My twitching eyes still have no glow.