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Taunts

Feeling of hopelessness... Is it impossible for certain people to perform at anything? Wish I was able to finish this suicide.

Hi, everyone. Longtime lurker, nevertime poster?

Firstly, thanks for doing what you guys do, I have tried multiple times to write something on a post, but it's so hard to find something to write, you guys are awesome.

I am a 30 year old male. Never been in a real relationship, never felt proud about the work I done, never found a posse I fitted in with. Ugly as sin, fat as sin, lazy as sin. And I have to be honest, I am reaaalllyy lazy, oh god how lazy I am. I have something I should be doing right now, but instead I been drinking, trying to find courage to kill myself. I would love to die at this point, not having to exist. I don't really know what more to write, can someone help me?

fuck me

Posted Jul 16, 2020, 4:29 AM UTC

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SebastianLangou•

Sometimes I feel like you, not proud of myself and being really lazy and i know that doesn't look like it but you are the best one in one thing, being you, no one can beat you at that, and you arent bad, sometimes we have battles with ourselves like this but you want to change, that's why you tell your fears and insecurities in this post, but I trust that you will be able to find your way around, but dont give up

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TauntsOP•

Thanks Sebastian, your name is awesome. I kinda wish I was more fearless and ended it, but man. It's so hard.

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SebastianLangou•

It isn't because you are fearless or not, it's because you want to change and you can do it, be fearless and doing the things that you want to do, set your goals step by step, dont rush it, don't force it, but with time you are going to get there, but don't stop now that you are talking to me

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