NSFW: NEP/4F-MPH binges, temporary "leakage"

NSFW: (Male genetelia processes) verrrry personal but possibly good info for research!!

Semen Leakage

So the last 4 or 5 months on and off I've been abusing NEP mostly insufflation sometimes vaped. I would do bumps of like 5 to 10mg 5 to 10 times a day and staying up until 3am, wake up for work at 8 so the lack of sleep is just another wrench into the variables. Had to choke down my dinner to act somewhat normal with my wife and kid. Also when I ran out of NEP 4fmph was my go to, 5mg dose in the AM Only no redose, suspended in PG. I took breaks from NEP only when I ran out. Man it's TOO good, one of the only drugs I just can't get enough of. I got an entire gram of clonazolam and did it once from that order anyway.

The following throws more info on what drugs I've been doing occasionally throughout this time and also a little background -Light benzo addiction (1-2 mg etizolam/day) -4F-MPH on and off but low doses 5mg or so -5-10 mg Adderall (fake presses from dark web) -Smoke ciggarettes 10 to 15 a day, vape in house -Mid 30s male -BMI 22, 5'8 145lb -Eat mostly paleo, low carb, lactose interant -Fasting 12-16 hours a day -Slow pee stream, I mean I still able to pee fine but it's been like that my entire life -2010 diagnosed as bipolar but that was due to a heavy and abrupt withdrawal from synthetic cannabinoids aka spice and suboxone. Took the bipolar meds (lithium for less than a month) then titrated and never went back to outpatient.

So here it goes: Ive always been able to control my cum, I have even can have an orgasm without cumming at all a lot of the timeand caused me to have my cum drip out even from a boner. Also I would pee, then when done and putting it away I have the urge like I have more pee when I do empty that it was milky cum!

I know I should go see a doctor for yearly checkups, I don't but do get biometric screening for work incurance. I don't even have a physician. So after about 2 weeks into this 15+ gram binge almost everyday of this clumpy yummy NEP (I washed it, dried it. It just came(heheh) that way.) So 3 or 4 weeks ago, months after this problem arrived I went into a very very cold pool and my keigle? Muscles contracted extremely and stayed that way for the 30 minutes while I sat still with my legs crossed. Well something happened right there that helped tremendously. Fast forward to now I'm back to my old self (no NEP for weeks now I ran out not buying more). I am able to hold my cum at bay like I always have. So here's my theory, That muscle either A. Starts deteriorating with extended cathinone/NEP use, or more likely B. Causes the muscle to become weak and atrophy.

So what's your guys/gals experiences with this? I'm back to my old self 100% and this was drug induced clearly, so I don't feel the need for a visit to the doc. Just wondering if anyone has/had similar experience with NEP/4f-mph/pressed dark net Adderall 30s.

Here's a link for more understanding of what I temporarily experienced: https://www.healthline.com/health/mens-health/semen-leakage