Every time I open my mouth the reaction is disappointment. I’m over it.

Me: I got the groceries Her: you forgot the X, ugh, how could you forget them?

Me: I did the laundry Her: You dried my food shirts??? Ughhhh...

Me: I made the kids lunch Her: You used strawberry jam when you know they like grape, ughhhh

Fuck. Why do I even do anything, ever? It’s like a form of abuse and I have anxiety about every single thing I do. Most of the time I have so much anxiety I don’t do anything. Which always gets “oh you didn’t do anything, ugh...” and so the cycle continues, but for how long?!?!!!?

I’m tired.

**edit: I wanted to add that sometimes when I’m relaxing she’ll say stuff like “must be nice” and I encourage her to take a nap, or relax. When she says this shit it completely ruins my moment.