With all the BTC hype and moon articles it feels like I’m the only one who is still in the red. Am I alone? Where are you all? 2017 joiner

Hi all. I joined in 2017. Not in crazy november or december, it was somewhere midyear. Ofc I started slowly with bitcoin and ethereum.. but then got tempted by the antshares to neo rally to step into altcoins. I also did a few ICO’s here and there. I still own those altcoins and believe in their products. Maybe naive but well.. one never forgets a first love I guess? Now with all the hype, institutional money and DeFI projects standing tall, I still dont have the heart to sell those altcoins, so I’m still in the red. Am I alone? Sure feels like being alone. With all the rocket and moon memes. Can anyone still relate?