Im not sure this is the place for this but I'm a stoned and every time I smoke weed these questions get me. I know it's childish but fuck someone's got to have answers.

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Maybe I've yet to accept the disgusting fucked inconvient atrocities of life? Am I lazy or noncompliant for thinking this? Am I stupid for thinking I can change it? Am I stupid for thinking it's possible? Am I overthinking about what you said about people having a purpose in life and changing this fucking opresive system is my purpose? Am I way in over my tiny person brain? If I am, what do these thoughts mean? Either way, why TF am I thinking this? Am I depressed? Am I "enlightened". I keep asking and I get nothing? Wtf? I'm 22 and lost as a fucking 7th wonder. Yeah, I'm high, but I've put these questions off long enough and I don't know the answers. Someone's got to have insight.

Posted Feb 7, 2021, 8:05 AM UTC

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Kydd_Prodigy•

Don’t know what to tell you I wake up every fucking day wondering the same thing and I have no idea why it’s the people that smoke and that have reached such a calm head space that have the most unexplainable hardest questions in their head the fact that we know how much is corrupt in our word and how much is wrong but have not possible way of changing is what challenges us the most

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Matttttti•

Because people that aren’t ignorant are the ones who know of the wonders drugs can do. Non-ignorant people think of these questions.

That’s my hypothesis

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Kydd_Prodigy•

It’s a decent one too

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You are positively disintegrating from society. Society is fucked up and if you leave it you can grow. And when you come back, hopefully more grown, you can change that fucked up world just a little bit. It takes an incredible amount of energy but you got this, seriously what else are you going to do anyway. And get to it because it often takes several times of leaving society to get it right. FYI no one has the answers, only you can do that, listening to what everyone tells you gets you to were we are right now, so don’t take just my word for it.

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davidram•

This^^^ this is it.

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Kaostheori•

Nah. You just high. The world can suck but there are good things. I can see you don't play enough video games when you get high. That works for me. Trust me. I feel you.

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Bruh wut?

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Kydd_Prodigy•

For example since the beginning of humanity humans have not looked at other races,religions,gender equally but why? We are all made the same? We all come from a mother and father we all bleed red we need equality for everyone

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Sopwafel•

My worldview is pretty nihilistic and egocentric, so I don't really care about "all the atrocities" as long as they don't affect me personally. I feel like that when I die, the universe could as well stop existing, and anything that has ever happened literally doesn't matter anymore. Makes it very easy not to care much about the world.

"Why not kill yourself" well there's the small chance of radical life extension and insane future technology enabling a subjective infinite amount of time to experience literally everything there is to experience. That's as close to a realistic version of a biblical heaven as possible, so worth the try.

And yeah society is stupid and full of assumptions about how to live life that I find rather arbitrary, but as long as I can fuck off and do my own thing in it I'm content.

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Matttttti•

Bro I think about this all the time and if you actually want to have a discussion about this then go ahead and DM me, I’d be down

But in a nutshell, this type of shit can’t be answered and it’s best to just distract yourself from it

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Deep_Presentation•

Ignorance is bliss bro

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falloutkindagal•

r/stoicism

r/objectivism

Thought these would be interesting for you to dig through.

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[deleted]•

Nahh bro...just enjoy ur trip..

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AM4DEUSS•

Drop acid and u wont be asking those questions

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whiskeydicking•

Damn u just need to smoke some weed thatll chill you out

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