I’m afraid my husband feels betrayed by me.

My family treated me horribly a good bit of the time, but not all of the time. They were frequently mean and inconsiderate to my husband, too. My parents are dead and my sister is dying and not speaking to me. Sometimes I feel bad for how I responded to them on occasion and my husband gets angry that I feel bad for my family and have some regrets. I think he feels betrayed by my having those feelings and I hate it.