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makeeveli

Tough times and zero motivation

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Just kinda venting tbh. Personal life has been trash since winter break. The only family I have almost split up, had to deal with a lot of painful childhood trauma for the past 2 months (doing ok now tho, it was tough but I managed to seek help), had to quit some things, may have lost a good friend in the process, I've failed 2 midterms this quarter, struggling to keep up with assignments, and now I have to attend a funeral this Friday. All while trying to do my best in school with zero motivation left.

Dealing with all this has just left me drained and i don't even wanna finish this quarter.

Cant wait for this quarter to be over and relax over spring break 🙂

Again, just venting to get it out of my system so that I can get back to my assignments

Good luck to everyone too! Just one more month to go 😭

Edit: Thanks for all the upvotes! Wasn't really expecting any since I was just venting about my situation 😅

Posted Feb 17, 2021, 11:14 PM UTC · edited

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stressball45987•

you got this!! that sounds impossible to be dealing with, but you can make it good luck :))

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makeeveliOP•

Thanks!

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LowAsparagus1809•

Times are tough and I am sorry for all you’ve been going through but you got this! If you have to P/NP some classes to ease the workload do it, no one in the future will ask why you needed a bit of a break during the middle of a pandemic. Good luck!

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makeeveliOP•

Thank you!

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flamingoesk8r•

Hey i’m glad you managed to seek help! Shows you still have hope that you can get better. Wishing you the best!

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