I need a way to go

I’ve been suicidal for as long as I can remember. Today I lost the one and only thing keeping me going. The only thing now that’s holding me back is the fact that I don’t have a good method to do it. I don’t know if this goes against any rules or will get taken down, but I would just like to ask anyone who sees this if they have some sort of method besides hanging or shooting that would be easily accessible and reliable. I don’t really care that much if it hurts as long as it gets the job done. Also, please don’t even try to help, I don’t want help anymore I just need to go.