It’s not living if it’s not with you

🎵 collapse my veins wearing beautiful shoes 🎵

You selfish brat. I hate you and I can’t get you off my mind. You are far too old to play such childish games and yet, there you are.

Why did you have to abandon me like that? For over two months I’ve felt fine and then, one track from The 1975 has you back in my head like a cancer. I don’t want to love you anymore. I haven’t wanted to love you since you chose to leave me behind. It was your choice to leave, why is it my burden to carry your memory? Why can’t it be your responsibility?? I wish I could Sunshine you right out of my mind. I’d rather be a lobotomy zombie than the empty shell I am now.

One day i will hear all the best lyrics and not think of you at all. Maybe tomorrow.