L4 IF /W mental health issues, someone who won't judge.

I 23 year old male diagnosed with depression and social anxiety disorder. I live alone and only have a single internet friend I can talk to about this stuff, but he isn't very understanding. Lately I've started feeling much worse and I just need someone to talk to every day. I want to listen too.

I am a programmer, hobbies include making terrible decisions in life, SC2, watching american TV shows and reading sci-fi and fantasy. Or should I say included, because now I am in such a state that I can't get distracted from my troubles no matter what I do. Hope talking and listening to someone will help. Even if just listening.