It can't be that hard can it?

I just don't understand my so called "best friends" normally everything is fine but recently I've noticed that one friend just wont fucking talk to me, or when he does it is only because he found a funny link.

Next, I noticed my other Friend will start a conversation with me and the will fucking log out, and wont even put out the effort to fucking say g2g. It is three goddamn keystrokes.

Lastly my other friend will say "Yeah, sure I can hang out, be there after class." Four fucking hours later I am sitting there, ready to go out but he NEVER FUCKING SHOWED.

I understand that I am not funny, or exciting. I also understand that because I dont drink I am not likely to go a lot of places. I also get that I can be annoying.

But it cannot be hard to fucking tell me to my face that you don't want to talk to me. Don't fucking lead me on, thinking you are my best friends and are there from me.

I am not fucking stupid, and I have noticed that you fucking only ever talk to me when you want something.

FUCK YOU