I think I'm developing feelings for my high school bf.

We were best friends before we dated for 2 years in high school. We were everything to each other. We kept in contact for a year or so later after we broke up and I went to college. We hadn't spoken for about 5 years, as he was dating a bi-polar nut job who threaten to kill me.

Over the summer, he contacted me to ask directions for good bars in my college town. We texted briefly, and he said that he had broke it off with crazy. Apparently, in her mind they were still together. She text me knowing I had texted him, and she threatened to kill me and my cats. I blocked both of their numbers that night.

Fast forward to 3 days ago. I am on a dating website (mostly for good entertainment). He found me on there and apologized for her behavior. He wanted to take me out to chat and apologize some more. We went out, and we had an amazing time. It was like we were still friends and time meant nothing. I was a little intoxicated, but it reminded me that he treated me so well and so different than I have been treated since.

Now, I cannot get him out of my head! It's driving me crazy! I've been happier the last 2 days compared to the last couple months. AHHHHHH!