Day 25, thoughts

This is tough and frustrating. The results I'm seeing are trivial, like maybe a slight mood boost some days. Day 14-15 I was super horny, nearly relapsed as I saw a few images (not porn). Some days girls are more attractive than usual. I am starting to notice the feminine energy/female form a bit more also. Socially, I was expecting some big changes here, but so far...nothing.

Day 25, ended up having sex with ex-gf. Hoping this doesn't hurt my progess. Fantasizing is the hardest thing. I've been catching myself think of sex alot lately and I feel like it's almost the same as looking at porn in your brain, so I'm also hoping this hasn't affected me too much.