I don't know what to title it.

(15 year old boy)

K so, my brain's racked to shit right now. There's this girl that I kinda sorta wanna ask out. I've only thought about it in detail recently and realized something. Half of the time she's a best friend and half of the time she makes me feel like shit, like making me do stuff and insulting me. Not only am I questioning whether or not I should ask her, I'm questioning our friendship now. I know it's not that important but still. It's on my mind and I'm not just gonna leave it. I really don't know what to do with her. And I don't know what to do with myself. When she makes me do stuff, I feel like I'm a pushover and it makes me feel worse. My brain hates me like that.

So, Reddit, what do?