I feel weak.

My urge is strongest before bed but every night I use the flair on this sub-reddit as motivation not to do it. Getting a 1 month star has meant more to me some reason than any other benefit. Now that I have to wait another 30 days to get a different star, I'm kind of feeling lackadaisical. I also didn't work out today, nor did I stay paleo on my diet. Dammit, I'm feeling fucking weak. Fuck winter break and being bored as fuck. There are a few parties over the coming weekend I'll be going to but shit even those seem so far off that I feel like just doing it.