Chocked then wrote this

sitting lights dim i began to wonder thought ponders subconscious squanders of the mind I do protest what is written can rest so how can I to me the sky is out of reach but i have never dropped my hand in search for a path thats un seen or heard to fly away like a bird journey denounced and feelings purged out fishing poles catch trout simple indeed is our path but what our ego takes on becomes a trap to worldly fuss and bickering fights you stay up the day ill take up the night come moon come sun lets all be done with this furious feat we challenge the best of the good and the painful and throw out the rest keep wonderfully smiling grace who's face is well everyones face and the shine of that glimmer cotton bush a splinter so much alike its scary come prancer and fairies the infinite prances and just loves dairy as plain and complex and some where in between comes life after the dream when it comes let me know because ill hope to be there and im still thinking thinking oh when oh and where tastefully exam and be without thought my vibrating soul to its cot a penny few in between and far to many dreams around the bush the absent mind turns and i check rear view mirrors for what still burns and these words sure fall short and come to as if i never had anything to do with this ill be the first to step out this existence. this existence is just amazing with no effort at all and still i rarely return its call but i thank you universe so many and wise because what other way would i become this disguise hear threw my ears and see threw my eyes a privileged i know it is see if it stops me bad mood grumpy faces the prickly bush got's me but I've slept here before and had a great night uncomfortable but do able just lay down and forget it life shits out whats been fed ta it either daisies hemlock arsenic or glitter its now winter so don't forget her smile wear sweaters skate on frozen lakes eat yarn from plates