Fuck. :'(

I don't care if you read this or not i just needed to get it out.

a few months ago i went through the deepest depression of my life, i was down to the point where I considered many times a day of just killing myself but didn't quite have the guts to do so. I basically fully overcame that, but now my life seems like its about to take a turn for the worse. I think i may have just lost basically my only real friend. My first semester of high school is about to end and I'm scared I might fail a class. On top of that I've been getting into drugs and such and they don't seem to be helping. Hopefully i pull through this. :(