worst christmas of my life

well ents, ive had a horrible christmas season so far, i got arrested at school with weed a couple weeks ago, so my parents had to take their xmas money and spend it on bail/lawyer, now im gonna be on probo for a few months, i lost my phone, cant go anywhere, and my parents dont trust me, because of the money they spent they couldnt afford very good xmas presents for anyone so i felt like shit, and next week i go to court. also for christmas, my parents took $200 from me, and $500 worth of weed and paraphernalia merry xmas! -make me feel better plz