How I feel after 7 days.

The first three days were easy. I felt zero temptation. However, the next four were/are filled with temptation. I have always had my fap time at night. So going to sleep feels a little weird to me now.

It has taken me a little extra time to fall asleep every nite, but nothing unreasonable so far. I have nearly always woken up feeling surprisingly energetic and well rested. I just feel good. I have also been having nonsexual dreams that I remember, as well as some morning wood, but no full erections. That's the good side.

The bad side is, there have been moments I have came close to caving. I have even gone as far as “getting in position” so fap, but I haven't even edged. I am not proud that I have allowed myself to fantasize of girls I know. But I have not looked at porn or any nude pics. I have merely GLIMPSED at clothed pics of the girls I have been fantasizing about.

I feel as though my overall mood is improving. As long as that is happening, I see value in this. Don't get me wrong, there are still moments I feel like the same irritable, stuck up bitch I have always been. But there is definite improvement. There have been times I even surprise those around me with my talkativeness.

I just wish there was a way to measure the sensitivity of my penis, since that is my main reason for doing no-fap. Oh well. I will find out some days down the road!

TL;DR: Better mood, DREAMS, lots of temptation to cave in, sleeping issues, no physical edging so far.

Posted Dec 29, 2011, 8:11 AM UTC

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