Fuck this country.

So I got diagnosed with juvenile Huntington's Disease today. And my single mother also has the very same disease. Soon my mother will be out of a job because of this disease and soon the insurance coverage will not be able to pay for the thousands a month medicine for her disease. Soon I'll also be out of my job because of the same thing.

We lose the house next week because we aren't able to pay for it. I lost my PayPal last week because I was selling anime figures on eBay as a gig. I don't know what to do anymore. My bank accounts are closed.

I'm hopeless. There's no happiness left in me. I just wish I had a comfortable end of life.

America just has no support for us. There is no American dream here, I regret that we moved here. For all the glamor and shit that Americans have been saying about the insurance system here and that it's the most effective way. It sure does end when you have outlived your usefulness for this country. You are all right, it's efficient, and cruel.

Anyways, please don't give any awards or anything here, or anything really. I just came here to rant. Bye.