long distance

i’m struggling right now. nothing is going wrong in the relationship, but we don’t know if and how we’re going to meet. i know i’d wait so long to be with her, but my brain keeps telling me i can’t wait and that it’s too much. i asked for space today to think about everything but ugh it’s just getting too much. i know in my heart that i want to be with her i’m just scared that we wont be able to meet. she’s able to meet her long distance best friends, but not me. she says we both don’t have the money, but her parents are paying to meet her friends. they just don’t know who i am so we can’t meet. it makes me frustrated that we’re too young and she doesn’t know if she can come live with me in 6 years and i’ll be 24 abd that’s such a long time to be long distance.. i want to be with her but that is suxh a long time and i’m scared. i know i love her