2nd post i cant take it anymore

As soon as i get home(am at aunts house with my close family we will be here to friday)i'll buy a gun and shoot myself in the head i have suicide letter ready so yeah just want to post here so anyone can help me and to say some words to reddit

All ppl apart of this subreddit keep strong dont be like me if u have any addictions let em go its best for u any drug addicts here look man go find proffesional help u need it as much as u think u dont need help or mby ur emberesed that u have some deeper issues go find help there are lost of ppl who will help u just becouse they dont wanna see u suffer i pray for everybody who's going thru personal issues at the moment i pray and i know u ppl are strong enought to fight ur demons ur addictions ur breakups ur finacional status u can do it u just need a bit of help stay strong dont let anyone leed u off of the path to recovery it will be a long rout but it is the right rout