I hate my life and I hate myself.

I know I’m being dramatic but I really, really wish I hadn’t gone go college. I never wanted to go in the first place but I was basically forced to. Almost six years later, I feel like it’s been an almost complete waste of time and money, and the main source of my stress. I should have graduated a long time ago but I fell behind and I am trying hard as hell to catch up, but I feel like more roadblocks keep popping up.

And again, I know that the title is overly dramatic so, just in case, let me assure you, I am NOT feeling suicidal. I’m just sad and pissed off.