06.28.2021 - Matter

Does it matter?

Did it ever?

Probably not.

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Will it work out?

Is it worth the pain?

Who knows.

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All I know how to do

is chase.

Chase temporary feelings.

Chase temporary goals.

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Maybe it’s time to create.

Create feelings.

Create beauty.

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Beauty in outlook.

Beauty in simplicity.

Beauty in me.

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Maybe it matters.

Maybe it doesn’t.

But right now,

it makes me feel alive

and that’s all that matters

until it doesn’t.