Does anyone else have kink OCD?

I’ve been kinky pretty much since I started having a proper sexuality, and I never remember it being much of a problem or something that was even difficult to come to terms with.

But all of a sudden when I’m having a session I worry that I didn’t enjoy it, that I’ve just been brainwashed by porn culture into enjoying it and all kinds of crap

Reading anti kink content online to make it worse of course. Ugh I hate OCD.