Been feeling beyond numb lately. Don’t show emotions that much.

My mother was even crying at the hospital but something was wrong with her and I just sat there emotionless. I cared but I couldn’t show it. Right now I truly believe I don’t love my partner when just last week I felt a lot of love for him. I know I still love him. But it’s just hard to show it. I don’t even feel sad. It’s weird. The only emotion I felt was anger bc I grew impatient with the most tiniest things. I was yelling and scream at people driving in there calls who were either trying to crash into me or driving way under the speed limit. I am just that depressed I don’t feel love for anyone right now. I am still concerned but my brain is worn out.