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Hi! Im 11 years old. Today i was at the beach and then i start thinking about going to drown myself in the water. As I told my mom i was shaking and crying. Please tell me what to do to help with this and ways to just help. Thank you it means a lot to me i don’t want to die. Please respond if you want but it would mean the world if you did! Thanks!💜