I'm an arms reach away from failure

Guys I'm worried. For the last 3 days I've been peeking like crazy, to the point where it's laughable to call it that. I've spent around 4 hours over the last 3 days browsing through porn videos and images; all the old sites. Shits been rough, the heat wave just passed through where I live and gave me the hottest days and nights of my life. My sleep wasn't good, my mood was terrible, and everyone in my house was feeling the same. Needless to say tensions have been high. I've noticed that it's times like these, when the going gets rough and I'm at my lower points, this is when I tend to relapse. Thing is, I haven't yet. Haven't even touched myself or pulled down my pants in all those hours. I keep browsing, my brains searching for that magic thing that's going to satisfy it. But I'm wiser now, I know that nothing will and I remember what relapsing feels like. So I piter out. There comes a point where I just say "fuck it" and close the tabs, come back here for motivation and affirmation, then get on with my day. It's a double edged sword. On the one hand, this is amazing and it's showing progress against my addiction. On the other hand, this is way too close. This is WAY TOO CLOSE, I'm so worried that I won't be able to stop this habit from snowballing into another relapse. So I'm writing this post to hold myself accountable, and to ask for help and motivation. Help me fapstronaughts, you're my only hope.

Tldr: peeking like a maniac. Proud but scared. Starwars reference.