Idk what's normal

My miscarriage was 5 days ago today and I can feel myself forcing happiness daily. My bleeding has dramatically slowed which helps me at least fake like things are okay, but randomly my bleeding will pick back up. I was only 5-6 weeks pregnant but I feel like I'm both physically and emotionally not getting better.

When did the bleeding stop for ya'll? Is it normal to still be needing a pad daily 5 days later?!

And when will I feel emotionally normal again?? 😶