I lost 3 in a row and failed to promote to Emerald. Here are my thoughts:

I made one last hard push and got myself back up from plat 4 to plat 1 promotion to Emerald. I've been in plat for about....2 months. Played a few hundred games since. I did very well, had like a 80 percent win rate in my last push and I got into the promotion matches. And then I just fucking lose 3 in a row. With my main roles. I play horrible, like 1-9-7 horrible, I get terrible teammates, the enemy suddenly gets really good. Every promotion match, it feels like Riot just sends me against partied teams that are in voice chat cuz the communication and rotating is absolutely insane by these enemy teams whenever I need to promote.....sigh. I'm fucking tilted right now, I tried so hard and now I'm back in plat. Fuck this game. I hate it. Yet I still play it. Fuck this shit brooooo I JUST WANT EMERALDDDDDDDD.

Ok I'm done. Ffs