Never thought I’d be posting on Reddit but desperate stoners call for other desperate stoners

Okay so basically it was my birthday a few weeks ago and in typical me fashion I overdid it and was greening out and couldn’t smoke without being sick. Like towards the end I literally didn’t even feel high I just chunnied and went to bed

I left it like two weeks and then the other day when I smoked, it was fine. However, fast forward two days I was like okay well won’t get much chance to be high soon bc family holidays with the good Christian mother and all this shit so I had one,,,,,,, and was falling asleep almost straight away. It might have been fatigue from greening out or because it was like 4am lmao not sure which

anyways I want a joint now bc this is actually my last chance for forever (like,,,,, three weeks maybe two who knows) but I don’t wanna waste my weed by having a shit high, especially as both of my dealers are an hour by car (literally hate my life) and the friend who I usually go to see there has a boyfriend and now apparently doesn’t recognise my existence, so justifying the petrol money just to see my dealer is difficult as a broke bitch

Should I be waiting longer to smoke?? Was I just tired or is my limit now one joint per month????? Will I ever find a fucking dealer in the depths of the good tory village????????? Help me pls and thank you love you lots🕺🏼🕺🏼