Who can relate, numbing

Okay so basically i can get emotions but I can’t feel them like before. This is something that is very impossible to describe. Even my doctors can’t get it. I remember when I would cry, be happy or motivated. It felt super nice In my brain. It’s like an strong powerful energy if you know what I mean. Now i just don’t feel. Like yes I still get emotions like crying and all. But I just don’t feel them very much. It’s like no reaction in the BRAIN. Same with hunger and pooping. It just doesn’t feel anymore like in my brain. Can someone relate and understand. I can’t feel the hunger like in my brain if that makes sense. Also with weather. Like when it’s hot outside my body is hot but my mind just blocks it out. It just numbs out everything. I found another person who has the complete same symptoms. Do we have some kind of unexplored territory disease like wth