I’ve missed a flight to a family member’s wake because I stayed out too late last night

More or less what it says on the label. I went out for dinner with a new friend last night and we stayed out until about 1am. To catch my flight I had to wake up at around 2:40am. I turned off all my alarms in my sleep. Woke up at 5am realising there is no way I’ll make the flight or the wake and now feel guilty.

The reason I was so adamant about keeping my plans last night was because I don’t really have a lot of friends so having a fun friends night out doesn’t happen a lot… but I also feel like I’ve fucked up here.

Literally haven’t missed a flight in over 10 years and pre-pandemic I flew pretty much once per week or more. No matter what state I’m in I’ve always woken up and made it so I’m shocked, sad and disappointed. But also wondering if there’s a reason this has happened.