Ignored

I have had a really crappy year. Many things have happened, but I’m the “strong” one. I’m there for my parents, for my friends, and at this very moment I feel so..ignored. Sad. Depressed. I also lost my dog a few months ago and I feel heartbroken. I recently realized that I am the one reaching out to friends 90% of the time. I initiate almost all communication. I plan game nights and dinner parties. Well I use to. Until one night all but two people canceled. After that I stopped. I learned my lesson. I’m trying to come to terms with my feelings. I feel ignored. I feel alone. I feel heartbroken. I feel like running away.

I just wanted to anonymously express myself. If someone wants to create a business where you haul around a sound proof room where people can just scream as loud as they want to. I’d totally rent it. Just FYI.