Things I can do!

Hi there, I feel a LOT better and more accepting of myself after my little rant the other day and I wanna try being more like a girl and I was wondering what I could do! I'm not quite 18 and still in college and I'm not out to anyone I know yet (probably won't be for a while either) but I still wanna get closer to being a girl while I try and figure out how the best way to approach people about this is so I can obtain the HRT. Lemme no if you have any suggestions x