25th day of highschool

rowley came to school today, and it didnt bother me until i went home and reread my blog post from yesterday. I thought he died?????? I saw him die in front of my eyes??????
I called him and he simply said "I am not like you, greg." wtf does that mean??? Is he a ZOMBIE or a GHOST or something?
After the call, i looked at the note again. Yknow, the one that says "Next time i eat im killing myself." I dropped it and it fell upside down. Thats when i noticed MORE TEXT.
"I can't stop self destruction, I can't stop being desperate, I can't stop myself! Dancing with ZZZ grade madness addiction due to the tragic reality melted in the hippocampus. I can't do even simple things... But it's not "I want to be able to do it" but "I want to disappear" anymore! I am happy to be chosen by God; I am happy to be unhappy! Happy birthday to me! I am soooo happppy, blessing to this world!"

Rowley is weird af.